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Official video for “Hate Myself” by NF.
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  • Raquel Normand
    Raquel Normand

    When I think of the word hate in "Hate Myself" I see it as being a deep emotional word... sometimes misconstrued. When I think of the word love I see it as being deep and emotional also. The hate of God in the King James Version is a beautifully patient kind but is still hate. God detests many actions of ours...in need of His forgiveness of course. Lucky for us He never fails at that as long as we ask. That should be enough passion, inspiration for us to go to Him in prayer and be content with the decisions we make. We should never disrespect or question God's feelings, emotions, etc. I fell in love with Jesus a few years ago. Don't get me wrong, I loved Him but that love hadn't flourished into what it is continuously becoming. Love y'all & God Bless ✌️💛🙂

  • Devin Diep
    Devin Diep

    1:40-2:10 💔

  • Liz Arrowood
    Liz Arrowood

    Reading through the comments people say they're struggling to figure out how to say they need help ...The sad part is when you do ask for help they just think you're a liar and that you have no reason to be feeling this way because unless they're like you they'll never see or understand.

  • Quinton Cobb
    Quinton Cobb

    My bed is my best friend whenever I break down it holds me My mirror is my best friend when I cry it doesn't laugh at me it crys with me

  • Joseph Jones
    Joseph Jones

    I think nf hates his life lol

  • Satyam Jha
    Satyam Jha

    i don't know what's happening to myslef, i can't stop listening to this. i feel like i need help, but i can't get help

  • Eman W
    Eman W

    “The unknown and the fear of being alone sometimes feels like it’s to great and you would rather be alone then feel like your going to hurt others at every turn”-unknown

  • Bubble gum
    Bubble gum

    "Self hatred is worse than lonliness" -John Irving Ha! imagine being lonely and hating yourself 💔

  • Jareth Bullock
    Jareth Bullock

    No one hates me as hard as I do. -me-

  • Lee Kinsella
    Lee Kinsella

    This guy man, his music is so relatable !!!

  • blood hound
    blood hound

    The mind alone knows what is near the heart, Each is his own judge: The worst sickness for a wise man Is to crave what he cannot enjoy. - Allfather

  • blood hound
    blood hound

    Wealth dies. Friends die. One day you too will die. But, the thing that never dies is the judgement on how you have spent your life. - Allfather

  • The Patriot TB12
    The Patriot TB12

    We all live and die, doesn't really matter.

    • blood hound
      blood hound

      Wealth dies. Friends die. One day you too will die. But, the thing that never dies is the judgement on how you have spent your life. -Allfather

  • ꧁NAOIAFO『』 YT꧂
    ꧁NAOIAFO『』 YT꧂

    The titel is so damm related to me ....

  • leave me alone
    leave me alone

    "I wanna die, but i don't wanna kill myself" - unknown

  • touria moubarik
    touria moubarik

    your not the only person in the World that hate his self

  • Rize Beets
    Rize Beets

    I wish there was a song called love yourself lol. I know other people have depression but fuck... this just makes me want to sink further into it

  • Zach K
    Zach K

    "When I thought about it, I realized that I didn't want to die, I just wanted my life as it was to end."

  • Danny Clark
    Danny Clark

    I hate this is how I feel everyday

  • emmanuel a
    emmanuel a

    The nicest people don’t believe any good complaints but they believe everything people say that is bad about themselves

  • emmanuel a
    emmanuel a

    💔

  • Melody Crain
    Melody Crain

    Depression is being colorblind, and constantly being told how colorful the world is..

  • Edward Sawyer
    Edward Sawyer

    😢me

  • Nathan Chola
    Nathan Chola

    that's what you get for thinking you're unique.

  • Rebeca Cristina
    Rebeca Cristina

    I love this song ❤

    • SlimeNut 420
      SlimeNut 420

      Meant for guys

  • hate myself
    hate myself

    Want to die but fear of pain and thought that if i get survived then....

  • Ali HASHMI
    Ali HASHMI

    Me the unknown guy ❣️ #PALESTINE 🇸🇩

  • YAMI
    YAMI

    When you hate yourself you beat yourself up inside When I hate myself I think darkly about life When People Hate themselves they do bad things When the people Hate they find something to hate When this happens you never hear the end of hate I want hate to end but even then I'll still hate me

  • Crystal Bibbo
    Crystal Bibbo

    The only light is my darkness, and my darkness is killing me. I'm very heart broken 💔

  • ¿lps_ UNwãnted?
    ¿lps_ UNwãnted?

    This song says something I cant

  • Megankay Motivate
    Megankay Motivate

    I don’t hate myself, I just hate that my brain perceives the world a certain way due to CPTSD.

    • Megankay Motivate
      Megankay Motivate

      @SlimeNut 420 Childhood trauma. It’s fine. Tis life.

    • SlimeNut 420
      SlimeNut 420

      Ex military? Sorry to prod

  • unknown
    unknown

    They know your name not your story they see your smile not your pain

  • unknown
    unknown

    Music is to speak the words we can't

  • Unknown 1234
    Unknown 1234

    I eat, drink, sleep.... I am not living life, life is passing me.... i am More dead then dead... Pain is all i can feel now....

  • Unknown 1234
    Unknown 1234

    Its 3:17 am... Listening to the song since an hour.. crying about 4 hours still my tears don't want to stop... if someone need eyes take mine, some body want heart take mine.. i just want to end this pain...💔😭

  • TheBlueBear DK
    TheBlueBear DK

    the thing is i can relate to everything like if you also are depressed

  • Cosy Butler
    Cosy Butler

    The people that cry at night are the deepest one hurting ❤

  • Враг религии
    Враг религии

    Every time I turn on this track, I want to cry - I am covered with a wave of feelings that are difficult to keep in myself, but I have to. I am consumed with anger, pain and resentment for my meaningless life. But at the same time listening to this song I want to live and love myself and life. With love from Mother Russia

  • John Caskey
    John Caskey

    "It's hard to find the right, when all you're looking for is the wrong, stop looking, and enjoy the light IN the darkness." -unknown

  • Aaron Cochran
    Aaron Cochran

    needed to cry for a minute.... a good one to get negative energy out

  • Thecag227
    Thecag227

    I can’t help but wonder if NF is ever on suicide watch after he drops a song?

    • Nikki
      Nikki

      He is fine. This album was written after a bad spell he checked himself in and found out he has ocd etc in 2018.

  • XxHannah BeaumontxX
    XxHannah BeaumontxX

    I am tired of my stress I am tired of heartbreak I am tired of being tired I am tired of being controlled I am tired of life

  • Obilom Bernadine
    Obilom Bernadine

    I have mild depression. I just see certain things and I tear up and I don't know why. I feel lost and I think I have no direction. I act strong in front of my friends and family. Most times when I feel down, worthless or empty I listen to music especially happy songs to relieve or help stop thinking about the pain. Sometimes it comes in bouts of extreme sadness. I have a very low self esteem and I am insecure about myself and my body though I try my very best not to show it to others. That is why I naturally like to listen to artists that that sing dark songs or really depressing and sad songs. I sometimes have extreme mood swings which makes my friend label me as bipolar. I also jokingly try to inform my friends and family about my state of mind and the constant feeling of loneliness. And I think why my friends and family can't pick up on the clues is because I come from a country where mental health is not talked about and taken as a serious things and it is a issue that is usually avoided in discussions. Pardon my English I am not a traditional English speaker.

  • Danilo Nowak
    Danilo Nowak

    I love your songs

  • CosmicRealityMC
    CosmicRealityMC

    it discusts me how people joke about having depression at school, but here i am having insecurities about being a bi male, on top of that being physically abused for 7 years, siblines overdosing on easily accessible supplements and ending in ER & Mental hospitals, and other things that i can't talk about. I've been crying off and on for almost a year, feeling hopeless, afraid, and hating myself for what i am and having no social skills or friends. Sometimes i cry in public or at school, and i try my best to hide it, because those in there perfect worlds can't understand what we are all going through and the hell that we face everyday, sorry i had to get that out

  • Becky Stopford
    Becky Stopford

    Liam Stopford I love you son... Hate myself for everything, I'm sorry 💔💔💔 xx

  • Black Flower
    Black Flower

    I feel like the whole song is a monologue.......

  • june
    june

    i wish my weight was low as my self esteem

  • Lauren Jennings
    Lauren Jennings

    Every fucking word. In my weakest moments. Lord Jesus, it's too much.

  • Railey Waltman
    Railey Waltman

    "why did you try to yourself?" "you told me to be happy"

  • Invidiual Spiritual Freedom
    Invidiual Spiritual Freedom

    Pills are like Halloween all they do is mask the pain.

  • Star boy
    Star boy

    my entire family but my own mother is the only one that's with me. I'm so Young I'll be the last of my family and the worst thing is I know who will be next to die but I can't save them. I'm having trouble in my life so Be strong I know I am

  • Jenlegendary
    Jenlegendary

    All the "unknown" shit is so annoying

  • Mohaned Eribi
    Mohaned Eribi

    I hate myself for the words that I can't keep I hate myself for evey moment that I've misspent with the ones i love I hate myself for not being there for myself

  • d janica
    d janica

    My mom got mad because I was listening to this song but she doesn’t know how I feel

  • amelia
    amelia

    "Life passes behind a glass like an inaccessible spectacle" - Unknown

  • Lemon
    Lemon

    This song describes my life right here

  • Antonio Bernardor
    Antonio Bernardor

    Ain't happy Ain't sad Just feeling empty

    • Hush Beats
      Hush Beats

      Same 💔 can't feel anything 😭

  • Nikol Mits
    Nikol Mits

    damn yall in the comments really need help. Stay strong please

  • Lauren Antram
    Lauren Antram

    When you want to suicide but you don't want hurt the ones you care about

  • Sharifa Al-balushi
    Sharifa Al-balushi

    I'm just so sad and angry for a couple days then I'm fine then the cycle starts over again... what is wrong with me... I push away people who love me but I wish someone would love me... I don't know what I want and what I don't, nothing is right or wrong. I want to run so far away but I want to stay. I hurt the people who love and then ask for forgiveness only to hurt them again and I hate it. why do I do this, why do I act like, why do I think like this.

  • pillow boo
    pillow boo

    " . "

  • Harris Psillakis
    Harris Psillakis

    Everytime I'm feeling sad I listen to nf and I somehow feel guided to do better..

  • ryan Seatz
    ryan Seatz

    Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour a drink. That hit very hard. 0:49

  • Ito
    Ito

    the thing is that i try to help everybody. i listen to everybody. i treat them how i want to be treated because if i did what they did to me i would be devastated. i always tell them its ok. i help them. but meanwhile im drowning in my own tears and thoughts and no one who saves me.

  • but you're lie..
    but you're lie..

    I don't need me just I need real me.

  • but you're lie..
    but you're lie..

    I hate myself..

  • Weird Bookworm
    Weird Bookworm

    "Get lost in the questions I can't answer" this hit me really hard

  • th3flash97
    th3flash97

    " I finally stopped checking for the monster under my bed, instead i excepted he wont leave and force myself to live with him." - me

  • Ik Nu
    Ik Nu

    Why do i Hate myself

  • NovrShots
    NovrShots

    life changing

  • Panḭq
    Panḭq

    bro you just a genius

  • Logan Ackerman
    Logan Ackerman

    Slc vei, todas as músicas dele mexem com cada célula do meu corpo, conheço a pouco tempo e já sou fã

  • Mattyice
    Mattyice

    Praise this man for laying it out. It's a hard pill to swallow

  • Lil'Fox The Hylian
    Lil'Fox The Hylian

    Fuck myself and life

  • User Mc User
    User Mc User

    "I don't see you like I should" no one sees me for who I am there's nothing I can do about it.

    • User Mc User
      User Mc User

      @Lil'Fox The Hylian You ok? You can talk to me if you want

    • Lil'Fox The Hylian
      Lil'Fox The Hylian

      Yeh

  • D3V0URED
    D3V0URED

    The fact that nf is my therapy when im hurting the most nathan is like my best friend. He knows what everyone else is feeling, he may not found himself yet but hes found us. And ive come here to listen to his songs bc of my homophobic abusive brother, he choked me to the point i was ready to let him do it. Not even my mother understanda but nfs music does.

  • JK MAN
    JK MAN

    The saddest are always the ones that make entertainment that is about their pain or others

  • Elijah Farrell
    Elijah Farrell

    This song makes me wont to commit a hernia

  • ProSniperFox Foxy
    ProSniperFox Foxy

    😖🔫

  • ProSniperFox Foxy
    ProSniperFox Foxy

    My mom doesnt love me and she does not care about my depression she says im doing for drama and im 2 young to be depressed i hate my life

  • Cute Girl
    Cute Girl

    видим те како бих требао I don't see you like I should Изгледаш тако несхваћено You look so misunderstood И волео бих да могу да помогнем And I wish I could help Али тешко је кад се мрзим But it's hard when I hate myself Моли се Богу раширених руку Pray to God with my arms open Ако је то то, онда се осећам безнадежно If this is it, then I feel hopeless И волео бих да могу да помогнем And I wish I could help Али тешко је кад се мрзим But it's hard when I hate myself Да, касне ноћи су ми најгоре Yeah, late nights are the worst for me У мени износе најгоре They bring out the worst in me Разум ми трчи, осећам се као да боли размишљати Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think Ако је ово све што сам желео, не желим то, мора бити више за мене If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me Сва суштинска веровања All the core beliefs И сваког јутра се пробудим и осећам се као да нисам вредан тога јер ратујем с миром And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace Или идите у пакао, добродошли у мој леш Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Гледај на тело као да ниси ништа друго већ сиромашно и слабо Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak То је некако чудно It's kinda weird У последње време осећам да ми је једини начин да побегнем ако точим пиће Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink То је више обмана, више пораз That's more deceit, more defeat Да ли сам заиста ово што сам рођен? Is this really what I'm born to be? То добијате ако мислите да сте јединствени That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique Тако сиромашна, али тако богата So poor, but I'm so wealthy Треба ми помоћ, али не можете да ми помогнете Need help, but you can't help me Шта још свет може да ми прода? What else can the world sell me? Причајте ми лажи, и даље их купујем као да нестају Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock Али није здраво But it's not healthy Не видим те како бих требао I don't see you like I should Изгледаш тако несхваћено You look so misunderstood И волео бих да могу да помогнем And I wish I could help Али тешко је кад се мрзим But it's hard when I hate myself Моли се Богу раширених руку Pray to God with my arms open Ако је то то, онда се осећам безнадежно If this is it, then I feel hopeless И волео бих да могу да помогнем And I wish I could help Али тешко је кад се мрзим But it's hard when I hate myself Да, касне вечери ме извлаче најбоље Yeah, late nights get the best of me

  • Aveh Heaveh
    Aveh Heaveh

    My pillow is my bestie because if I cry in it it dosen’t judge or mentally hurt me

  • Angela Cavon
    Angela Cavon

    my dad said I was "unwanted" I don't even know what that means. He probably meant he'd kick me out of the house if I kept lashing out. Not that Turkey would care at all. There are plenty of homeless kids much younger than me without any parents around. -_- That's probably a reason why I don't like myself and have an issue with self reflection.

  •  ♡loser♡
    ♡loser♡

    "love dis song it makes me feel better about my fake friends :D"-ivy

  • Darla Lawson
    Darla Lawson

    I SO LOVE THIS FREAKING SONG THANK YOU NF FOR MAKING THIS SONGS

  • HetisPeter
    HetisPeter

    "This shit goes hard" - Albert Einstein before he wrote The Bible

  • Zion Thomas
    Zion Thomas

    Who is this song directed to, cause the second verse, after the third chorus, Who he is talking to? Himself? Us?...or someone else?

  • •PrincessPurple•
    •PrincessPurple•

    Yay so me!… I hate myself woohoooooo!… I entered hell….

    • Lil'Fox The Hylian
      Lil'Fox The Hylian

      @•PrincessPurple• hmm yeah..pain

    • •PrincessPurple•
      •PrincessPurple•

      @Lil'Fox The Hylian People keep doing advice for me and I can’t really do it cause my mom is strict Plus I have to change My channel Because Of the Advice and Delete My Videos…

    • Lil'Fox The Hylian
      Lil'Fox The Hylian

      🤚😶 same here man

  • XxTay_YTxX
    XxTay_YTxX

    The worst feeling is when someone tells you to talk about your feelings, but they don't understand. And they say that it isn't real. Listening to NF's music it's actually like there's someone out there that understands, and I want to help others, even when I'm too far gone. 😊

  • xd karma iOS
    xd karma iOS

    I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights are the worst for me They bring out the worst in me Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me All the core beliefs And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I ain't my worth 'cause I'm at war with peace Or go to Hell, welcome to the corpse of me Look at the body like you ain't nothin' but poor and weak It's kinda weird Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink That's more deceit, more defeat Is this really what I'm born to be? That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique So poor, but I'm so wealthy Need help, but you can't help me What else can the world sell me? Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they goin' outta stock But it's not healthy I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Yeah, late nights get the best of me They know how to get to me Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me But I don't wanna die, just wanna get relief So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful What is success when hope has left you I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record Sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh! Come across like it's so easy But I feel like you don't need me When I feel like you don't need me Then I feel like you don't see me And my life has no meaning, drain me Hands out, tryna ask for love But when I get it, I just pass it up Throw it away and think about it later Diggin' through the trash for drugs Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't I'm scared because I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself I walk through the ashes of my passions Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket Get lost in the questions I can't answer Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter We scream to be free, but I stay captured Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lackin' Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it But I can't have it Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it I don't see you like I should You look so misunderstood And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Pray to God with my arms open If this is it, then I feel hopeless And I wish I could help But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself Hate myself But it's hard when I hate myself When I hate myself It's kinda hard when I hate myself I hate myself It's hard when I hate myself

  • Neff X Dead
    Neff X Dead

    I attempted suicide , now my right hand doesn't work at all , now I completely hate myself and it's the worst :(

  • Saskia Windu Marzenia
    Saskia Windu Marzenia

    this song reminds me of someone and I cry every night because I listen to this song,,,,it's damn how stupid I am WHYYY DUDE?????:(

  • Sarah Gardner
    Sarah Gardner

    I'm on the floor screaming, neighbors banging on the walls to shut me up. Had a lot to drink. Hurt myself again with the 🔪. BPD is miserable. Don't you dare stigmatize us. You don't know the pain. Been raped, sex trafficked Been invalidated by a narcissist my whole life (dad) Trained to be perfect Anything less than results in severe anaphylaxis. No joke I hate the f*CK out of him, myself, everything, everything Help me but don't ever hurt me don't please for your own sake please I want help. No pain no more please please please

  • иight Rōxānne & DemonRose
    иight Rōxānne & DemonRose

    Kid Kenzi

  • ZenRobz
    ZenRobz

    I grew up with Eminem, I survived with NF.

  • DA - 07DA 763353 Countryside Village PS
    DA - 07DA 763353 Countryside Village PS

    Hey you! Yes you reading this! I wrote a song for you :)

  • Edin Josue Lopez
    Edin Josue Lopez

    Sometimes we just want to disappear

  • Ænima Of Spirit
    Ænima Of Spirit

    You are not perfect. You will not please everyone. You have flaws, just like everyone else. Accept that those flaws are what makes you You. The people that can't accept those flaws don't deserve you. You deserve every second of life you get.

  • Myra Shakya
    Myra Shakya

    I am gonna die now .